curiosity

I'm curious about the things that can change a human being, from a close relationship to a relationship which seems so non-existent. And to the absurdity that it can happen in almost an instance, whether it be a few words or even a blog like this. Just ranting or a means of expressing my feelings and thoughts, that it could change my life so dramatically or a change so small which I don't realise or condolence it. This may be my most mature blog, because I myself have many questions which I try to ask myself and answer myself, the nature of humans is it ever changing and shaped by words and actions from our peers or surroundings, a change which impacts ourselves, if not all of us? Humans are so full of faults, and even the knowledge and acceptance of this statement does not even allow us to forgive one another. The knowledge of knowing that us humans, make mistake after mistakes yet we fail to forgive others. And the irony being that we expect others to forgive us but we're so blinded by our egos and expectations which shields us from our kindness and forgiveness. Why can not we put our differences aside and take the moment to talk, the nature of humans is so puzzling and not even the brightest of man kind can solve this puzzle, the pieces are infinite.

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what theeee fux. yes. three words to sum up my past 2 hours. what theeee fux.

yes, its the last day of school. yes, we won our basketball match by 20 points. but no.

my ps3 has to die AGAIN, sent it off to playstation not long ago and now... its dead, paid $250 and they didn't fix shit. This is outrageous. Furthermore, i have no fucking clue what to do in the holidays. Doesn't seem like its going to be a pleasant holiday.

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Images speak a thousand words

I Suppose..

Two days in a row, As soon as I reach the traffic lights and wait patiently to cross, It starts to drizzle and eventually rain. It is like.. the rain follows me, mimics my exact same feeling, cold and somewhat empty and the rain is there to try and fill me back up.

It's not working, but I'm trying to piece it together.

note to all; new song will be written soon.

Oh My.

Oh My Lord.

I have an ulcer which is driving me insane ! I don't need it, I already feel like a million things are on my shoulder and a billion things on my mind.

It's not pleasant the week prior to today, its been.. tiring, stressful, has its ups and downs, and I'm glad I've made it through today. But this ulcer, near my GUM, hurts like a mother fucker when I eat stuff, especially kiwi fruit!

Tomorrow isn't going to be pleasant, a 3 hour GAT, I'm going to be bored out of my mind !

But I have to say, life of a year 12 student is somewhat entertaining but.. my social life has totally gone down the drain !

I can honestly say, with out regret, I wish I had year 10 back in my life as how I want it to be with no one by my side who dictates my feelings.

Raindrops

We all fall like raindrops in a storm,

But then the sun comes out,

Lifts us back to our feet,

Theres no one else you need,

Let me be the soft white clouds,

A soft white pillow to cry on.

Unit 3 Exams

Good Luck to All Year 12s !